l1ar

the details.

Wed, 06 Jul 2005 19:19:27 GMT

[02:34:21 PM] "I can't hea: well.
[02:34:35 PM] "I can't hea: 1. we have only one way of contacting my
dad, a cellphone.
[02:34:40 PM] "I can't hea: but the cellphone was turned off.
[02:34:48 PM] "I can't hea: and the call is long distance.
[02:34:53 PM] "I can't hea: my homephone doesn't have long distance.
[02:35:06 PM] "I can't hea: so, we never got to tell my dad that
everything was ready.
[02:35:17 PM] "I can't hea: and he thought we wouldn't be ready,
because this weekend everything was a mess.
[02:35:23 PM] "I can't hea: so he never sent his girlfriend on the
bus.
[02:35:29 PM] "I can't hea: .. now he isn't sending her until
tomorrow.
[02:35:47 PM] "I can't hea: 2. my boss apparently isn't happy with the
way i was going to pay the car off.
[02:36:14 PM] "I can't hea: so now he's demanding the full $650, and
somehow expects me to transfer the title completely by
myself. without the owner. which makes no sense.

this time the plan is apparently friday, but i'm going to stop saying anything about it, because i don't want to look like a lying bastard. ... yeah, shane.

Sun, 03 Jul 2005 18:33:04 GMT

******* The Analysis Starts Here *******

For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Justin has left lots of white space on the all four borders of the paper. Justin fills up just the center area of the page. If this is true, then Justin has a particular shyness toward people and a fear of moving too fast in any direction. In some cultures, respecting people, rules, and adhering to protocol are ways of life.

The right side of the page represents the future and the left side represents the past. Justin seems a bit stuck in the middle, afraid to take action.

Justin seems to have a fear of looking bad or of crossing boundries. It will be easy to work with Justin on a team, because Justin will usually follow the rules. However, this desire to respect the boundries can often be construed as a lack of confidence and people will walk over Justin if he is not careful.

Justin exaggerates about everything that has a physical nature. Although he may not intend to deceive or mislead, he blows things way out of proportion because that is the way he views them. He will be a good story teller. This exaggeration relates to all areas of his material world. Justin allows many people into his life because he is accepting and trusting. He is sometimes called gullible by his friends. That only really means that he trusts too many people. Justin has a vivid imagination.

Justin has a healthy imagination and displays a fair amount of trust. He lets new people into his circle of friends. He uses his imagination to understand new ideas, things, and people.

Justin is sarcastic. This is a defense mechanism designed to protect his ego when he feels hurt. He pokes people harder than he gets poked. These sarcastic remarks can be very funny. They can also be harsh, bitter, and caustic at the same time.

Justin's true self-image is unreasonably low. Someone once told Justin that he wasn't a great and beautiful person, and he believed them. Justin also has a fear that he might fail if he takes large risks. Therefore he resists setting his goals too high, risking failure. He doesn't have the internal confidence that frees him to take risks and chance failure. Justin is capable of accomplishing much more than he is presently achieving. All this relates to his self-esteem. Justin's self-concept is artificially low. Justin will stay in a bad situation much too long... why? Because he is afraid that if he makes a change, it might get worse. It is hard for Justin to plan too far into the future. He kind of takes things on a day to day basis. He may tell you his dreams but he is living in today, with a fear of making a change. No matter how loud he speaks, look at his actions. This is perhaps the biggest single barrier to happiness people not believing in and loving themselves. Justin is an example of someone living with a low self-image, because their innate self-confidence was broken.

In reference to Justin's mental abilities, he has a very investigating and creating mind. He investigates projects rapidly because he is curious about many things. He gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but he soon must slow down and look at all the angles. He probably gets too many things going at once. When Justin slows down, then he becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, he must slow down to do it. He then decides what projects he has time to finish. Thus he finishes at a slower pace than when he started the project.

He has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. His mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. He can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Justin can then switch into his low gear. When he is in the slower mode, he can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. He is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.

Justin is secretive. He has secrets which he does not wish to share with others. He intentionally conceals things about himself. He has a private side that he intends to keep that way, especially concerning certain events in his past.

Justin will demand respect and will expect others to treat him with honor and dignity. Justin believes in his ideas and will expect other people to also respect them. He has a lot of pride.

Justin is moderately outgoing. His emotions are stirred by sympathy and heart rendering stories. In fact, he can be kind, friendly, affectionate and considerate of others. He has the ability to put himself into the other person's shoes.

Justin will be somewhat moody, with highs and lows. Sometimes he will be happy, the next day he might be sad. He has the unique ability to get along equally well with what psychology calls introverts and extroverts. This is because he is in between. Psychology calls Justin an ambivert. He understands the needs of both types. Although they get along, he will not tolerate anyone that is too "far out." He doesn't sway too far one way or the other.

When convincing him to buy a product or an idea, a heart rendering story could mean a great deal to him. He puts himself in the same situation as the person in the story, yet he will not buy anything that seems overly impractical or illogical. Justin is an expressive person. He outwardly shows his emotions. He may even show traces of tears when hearing a sad story.

Justin is a "middle-of-the-roader," politically as well as logically. He weighs both sides of an issue, sits on the fence, and then will decide when he finally has to. He basically doesn't relate to any far out ideas and usually won't go to the extreme on any issue.

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Justin doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

Justin has a desire for attention. People around Justin will notice this need. He may fulfill this need by a variety of ways depending on his own character.

Tue, 14 Jun 2005 10:34:20 GMT

tired. no words can explain.

i want the day off.

Sun, 12 Jun 2005 02:26:27 GMT

... i was told to update.
i am updating.

.. but, uh. .. so. i've got a new love thing, for paz vega.

..and i can't believe hurricane season's already back. first tropical storm threat, huh.

i think i'll go shower. i'm tired. =x

Wed, 04 May 2005 22:42:59 GMT

what a day.

amusing log; http://l1ar.sytes.net/logs/WHAT.txt

Sat, 30 Apr 2005 12:31:15 GMT

the fucking pain.

... this has to be karma.

Thu, 14 Apr 2005 21:47:48 GMT

feeling frustrated.

but its all right, i went wild on a private post.

dont feel like answering, or reading, any comments.

if i seem like im in a bad mood the next few months, or stop coming on for a bit again, i apologize now.
and this is just a fore-warning 'incase.' not saying itll happen.

ending this post the same way i ended the private one. i need to spread the joy.

I'm reminiscent 'bout my niggas, over smoke and tears.
We hung tight, even though we was broke for years.
And now they showin' love, when we step in the door.
We see them phonies wasn't down, when we step on the floor.
My nigga, you always told me that my shit was golden,
And walked with me to the store, when my bike got stolen.
Our safety is the reason for this gat I'm holdin',
And the love you showed, is why I come so thro'd,
And it's the very same love that kept me from foldin'.
250 on the strength to update my clothin'.
Holdin' onto stress, gettin' blowed together.
And when that bitch wanted to leave,
I'm glad you told me "Let her."
And I don't think nobody could'a told me better,
'Cause you saw how she turned her back when I loved her.
You my thug forever, and I was hopin' you knew,
I owe the most important part of my life to you.
'Cause you was down when I introduced my nine to my waistline,
Duckin' the cops, and barely made it across the stateline.
I'm givin' up the game on this tight-ass bassline.
Uh. And all my niggas go;

La, la, la, la, laaa.
We make the world go 'round,
You know we make the world go 'round.

It's currently 71 degrees, at 6 o'clock. Now, here's your day's forecast.

Wed, 23 Mar 2005 11:11:09 GMT

Scattered thunderstorms...some may be locally strong, especially during the morning. Storms may produce large hail and strong winds. High 78F. Winds SW at 10 to 20 mph. Chance of rain 60%. Rainfall possibly over one inch.

...UH... PLENTIFUL.. SUNSHINE?

Mon, 14 Mar 2005 11:01:05 GMT

i think my head may explode.

Fri, 11 Mar 2005 02:28:18 GMT

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